For the first time in my life, I feel this way since the day a bad devil possessed me.
I feel so guilty now. I made this stupid mistake some years ago.
And I just realized, how wonderful my past was...
How fun the days we spent together...
How happy I was when we could laugh together...
Then, all of the hate and the jealousy fade away.
I have to let my sweet memories go tearfully.
Nothing is worse than this feeling.
I've wasted ten years of happiness.
God, please show me the way to be better.