My Regret

For the first time in my life, I feel this way since the day a bad devil possessed me. 

I feel so guilty now. I made this stupid mistake some years ago. 

And I just realized, how wonderful my past was...

How fun the days we spent together...

How happy I was when we could laugh together...

Then, all of the hate and the jealousy fade away.

I have to let my sweet memories go tearfully.

Nothing is worse than this feeling.

I've wasted ten years of happiness.

God, please show me the way to be better.